I started this blog because I don't like myself. I have been struggling for several years to have the perfect body. I have tortured myself with starvation, endless workouts, counting calories and then ruined it all by binge eating. I wake up sad and go to bed even sadder. I want to be happy and I won't until I can love myself. I promise to have faith, and to have strength. I will be healthy, I will be happy, and no matter what I will stay strong.